I felt so guilty, but at the Someone ate a bat now I can’t wipe my butt shirt, when you know what you’ve been hoping for so long will never happen? My daughter will never walk. She’ll never be independent. She will always rely on me. So I pray for a quality of life now. And I know that’s like preaching to the choir. But I get it I’ve got an 11-year-old and a 16-year-old with autism and even though I get it and I relate to everything that you’re saying and I thought I’ve made peace with stuff I can still get surprised. It’s like wow I thought that he really understood what I was telling him or you know I just I get surprised and think wow it’s worse than I thought they just don’t understand what I’m telling them to do or they just they’re not processing it the same way so yeah I was told my kiddos would be non-verbal for forever they finally do speak but there’s so much functional communication that is not working.
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They can say some of the Someone ate a bat now I can’t wipe my butt shirt and you think that their understanding but in reality, they’re not and it’s heartbreaking. Anyway, I’m sorry that you’re going through this. We will never have perfect kids or have great kids we will never be a perfect parent but you are the perfect mom for him and you can get through this. God does care. Sometimes we grow more from hard things and sometimes we don’t but we learn more compaction for others or maybe your helping another mom out there see it’s ok to have bad days too.